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Wed Feb 7, 2007, 9:26 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Mode Of Adam - Dir En Grey
  • Reading: Silver Lining =P
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Mostly DDR still need to finish Shadow Hearts
  • Eating: Popcorn
  • Drinking: Coke!
For those of you who don't know for about two and a half years I have been doing online schooling. Starting on Monday I will be going to a real school... it's not a normal school it's mostly for people who have dropped out of school, live on there own, or things like that. In my case it's because I dropped out and need to get back to a planned out thing. The only thing I can think so say is I'm scared out of my mind! Worried sick about it all. I only have to go to school for 1 - 2 hours a day but I'm still scared.

Not so much as I was when I was thinking about going to the same high school as a lot of my friend but still pretty shaky about the whole idea. Lucky for me I have a really wonderful older brother and he is coming with me and will wait for me for the 2 hours I will be there on monday. I have to go every day for 3 weeks then I can make my own plans on what days I do and don't go... ^^; Hopefully I can live through this!!! >.<

As for my 'working' that has ended because my older brother has gotten a new boss and isn't aloud to have me there anymore >.< So back to working really hard at cleaning the house ^^; Maybe I will get a job somewhere else... it wouldn't be a hard thing were I live like everyone is hiring... ^^;

Other then that my life is boring... tomorrow I have to go to the doctor nothing bad I hope... Umm Oh! My story is now 62 pages =P Like anyone cares right? Well I'm happy Silver Lining is coming along so nicely I was really sad when I had writers block! >.< but after that my life is boooring nothing good to do around here... I WANT MY MANGAS BACK! >.< Okay I'm done...


Love me more?

These are other place you can talk to me. I have been meaning to put this up for ages but I didn't bother doing it till now ^^;

:bulletpurple: --- My photo file.
:bulletpurple: --- Use to be my writing file but I hated it all so it is not just meaningless textures.
:bulletpurple: -- Nini33 on Goats.
:bulletpurple: -- Lostinpainandhope on SheezyArt this one is for drawing
:bulletpurple: -- Lipah on SheezyArt this one is for Photos
:bulletpurple: -- Lipah on Fantasy Fire
:bulletpurple: -- Pandora_33 on Gaia
:bulletpurple: -- Lipah on Shadowness

>w< YAY! ^^;

PEOPLE WHO ROCK!!!

People I love in real life



People I love all over DA



People I look up to soooo much!

She is my best friend and soooo wonderful I just have to! >w<

My DA heros!!! >w<




Web Comics

Abstract Gender
The Wotch
Misfiled
The Wotch: Cheer!
Building 12
Goats

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:icondarkangelgirl1:
Oooo interesting!

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:iconroseluff:
Are you going to Chinook College?
Regardless, I hope you do well! Uhmmm...avoid the stupid people though. There are quite a lot of people like that in those kinds of places. I'm not kidding. My sister went there was very annoyed! Haha! I probably shouldn't give you horror stories >< sorry! But I do have my confidence in you and I'm sure you'll do fine!

As for the working world, it's not hard to find a job in Calgary....the market for workers is growing now that baby boomers are starting to retire. Having a good resume helps and if you need help putting one together, I'm always around! Just send me a note or something!

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:iconlostinpainandhope:
lol ^^;

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:iconlostinpainandhope:
I was looking at Chinook College but no I'm going to Westbrook Outreach... It's this tiny little place hidden just behind Westbrook Mall. I'm not really worried about stupid people because all the kids there made the choice to go themselves it's not a place where the kids have been told by there parents to go. I can't help but be really scared of it... I mean I still get scared when I talk to you in person! >.< How lame...

It's hard for me to get a job because I'm so scared of people I don't know. It really is making my life hard so I'm trying to fix that now... Slowly... Very slowly... The only time I'm really happy with people I haven't talk to before is at Otafest ^^; xDDD

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:icondarkangelgirl1:
^-^

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:iconroseluff:
LOL! Alright, I've heard of that place too. Just ignore Chinook College at all costs. I'm serious :|
I think it's silly you get scared of me! Okay, I admit, I am intimidating...sometimes. But only when I'm on 2 giant pixy stix, a redbull and some coffee....and still haven't suffered a heart attack! LOL. Or y'know...when you're talking about religion or politics to me. hahaha! <3

It's really hard to get over being shy and confronting people. But I'm sure you'll pull through!

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:iconlostinpainandhope:
I don't know why your hard to talk to... You just always look like you would rather be talking to someone else =P

It's odd because most of my friends tell me I'm a really strong and brave person... and I have no idea where they get it from! >.< Just thinking about it makes me scared ~_~ Life sucks right now! YAY! >.<

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:iconroseluff:
Nah, I just look distracted is all. Mostly because I am.....OOH LOOK SOMETHING SHINY!!! OMG IT MOVED!!!

<3 LOL, trust me, I'm really not that hard to talk to if you get to know me well enough ^^

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:iconlostinpainandhope:
Well that will never happen!!! >.< Problems with moving =P

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